Most of my friends my age are in a relationship. Some of them even have a family of their own already. Unfortunately? I'm not one of the lucky?? ones.
I'm turning 24 but I haven't been in a serious relationship since birth. Is it a bad thing? Well, maybe. I used to think that there may be something wrong with me that's why nobody likes me. Maybe it's because I ain't gorgeous or maybe because I'm fat or maybe I'm not likeable at all. But those times have gone by. I don't know how or when exactly I finally was able to overcome my insecurities. I woke up one day feeling good about myself and that was it.
Sometimes I feel really thankful that I don't have to deal with relationship sh*t and stress but there are also other times when I wish I have someone I can share my life with. I wish I have someone to come to the movies, to go out and try out new diners and restaurants, someone who I can call mine. I don't really know if he's out there somewhere, but hey, if you are and you happen to pass by this blog entry, I want you to know that I know you'll come into my life at the perfect time. It's hard, so hard, to just sit around and make myself that there's someone out there for me. What if there's none? I hate the waiting game.
People may not believe it but I'm being honest when I tell them it's okay with me to end up alone. I have made peace with it. Basta, makapag tour ako around the world and go into law school, I'll be fine. Whatever my fate is, I promised myself that I'll make the most out of my life. I'll live happy. I won't worry myself too much anymore. Because I'll only live once, you'll only live once, we all will only live once.
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